Two weeks for the price of one. That’s right — here at wonderyak.com, we’re all about VALUE (and not at all about procrastination or forgetfulness)!
Last week’s post (which I’m going to claim was eaten by my dog, even though I don’t have a dog; and that, of course, raises an interesting question: if it was eaten by my fictitious dog, how did I get it back in order to post it right now? Uh oh):
I almost didn’t post today.
I felt like such a miserable failure this morning, I figured the only reasonable thing to do was to give up. Again.
I had a bad week. One bad decision on Monday turned into two on Tuesday, turned into three on Wednesday…until it ended with a weekend bingeing on Costco turkey wraps and carrot cake. And, of course, gaining two pounds. Fuck me.
But, through the anger, through the continued self-hatred, I will forge ahead.
I can’t undo the past; I can only work toward a better future.
Current Weight: 251 (-3/+2)
Epic fail.
This week’s post:
If last week was a miserable exercise in gluttony, sloth and weakness, this weak was…well, I can’t really think of anything terribly poetic to say, but let’s just call it “better” (and not “a celebration of strength”, since that sounds like part of a log-line for a Lifetime Movie of the Week).
I felt great all week. I resisted food at every turn (pizza at a party? I am impervious!) and when I did indulge myself, I did the unthinkable — I moderated my portions! Dear God, what have I become?
I think that last week’s weigh-in might have been slightly erroneous, though, because if it were true I lost 4 pounds this week. I mean, sure, I’ll take it; but I can’t imagine that was actually the case.
Current Weight: 247 (-7/-4)
Drink More Water and Tea: A
Food Journal: B
Count Calories: C
Exercise: C
So where does this put me in perspective of my overall goals? I’m 27 pounds away from 220, and I have 14 weeks to get there. I’m one pound above where I wanted to be this week, but I feel confident that I will still be able to hit my next milestone of 241 on May 18th.